Thoughts Journal

I hurt

I hurt
I know not where
if I knew I would say
I guess I locked it up
deep inside the recesses of my mind.

The key is lost,
maybe for a day
hopefully forever.
I hope I never find
the key again.


This is my thoughts at the moment. I hurt from recent interactions I schose to make but I can only say that it is an emotional hurt that is worn and under a deep dark crevous of my heart.

The only thing that will let it out is what another person must take initiative of because I have done my part and the other person knows what that is that needs to be done. If the person lives under a rock that is their problem. If they are that shallow on love and friendship then they are not worthy to be a part of my life.

I still love this person and care for them deeply. I just hope she finds it in herself to be a woman that she is not the child that she is being.