Thoughts Journal

Covention Maybe/maybe Not

I have already signed up to go but I may have to back out. Depending on the verdict of the test I take this Thursday, Thanksgiving. I maybe giving thanks or I maybe curled up in a ball on my bed.

The position of my body will be determine by two things. One the result of the test. Positive or Nagative I will be excited and sad. Second is going to be determined by my reaction to my husband's reaction to the results. If it is negative he will be doing the happy dance. I will probably be happy with either decision in the longrun because I know it is all determined by God's will.

The saddest part for me is not getting to meet all my friends here. Over the last 10 months I have met a lot of wonderful sincere people who have gotten me through many ups and downs through the year. I ohh so want to meet these people in person to thank them for their help.

~*~sigh~*~