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by mood indigo

Rated: 18+ · Book · Biographical · #1372191

Ohhhhhhhh.

That flash of green.

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10 Most Recent Blog Comments:

Katrina Kamradt

Sep 28, 2012 at 5:30pm
In response to "chilly with a side of brrrr"

it'll be fine! I hate nights like that but it'll be fine!

Susannah Deschain

Jan 13, 2010 at 11:08pm
In response to "chilly with a side of brrrr"

hope your first day at your new internship went well.

and you're not bad.

you're not.

you're. not.

Susannah Deschain

Jan 10, 2010 at 9:46pm
In response to "january 9, 2010"

these are absolutely my favorite kind of entries. hope there'll be more.

Kåre เลียม Enga

Jan 10, 2010 at 8:41pm
In response to "january 9, 2010"

Like a box of chocolate hearts... delicious. Savor the moment. May there be many more.

Kåre เลียม Enga

Dec 6, 2009 at 2:49am
In response to "december 3, 2009"

My old bones find this episode of "The Young and Energetic" exhausting. But at least I'll blush less next time something "good" happens and I feel moved to share.

katwoman45

Dec 1, 2009 at 10:12am
In response to "it's getting bad"

Just breathe. I've never thought you to be anything less than formidable, but even the mighty have moments like these. Just breathe, stop worrying about the things you can't control and accept that there will be days, or even weeks, when things won't feel safe and warm. You will get through it, promise. Go outside, sit somewhere quiet and let reality in. Sometimes that works for me, and let me tell you, I know what you're talking about.

It's going to be okay, and I don't say that lightly. Breathe and be, my friend.

Kåre เลียม Enga

Dec 1, 2009 at 1:59am
In response to "it's getting bad"

This is not good.

I hear alarms going off... I've been through some very rough times and this feels too much like what I went through. Different details, but that same malaise.

Problematic Content

Nov 9, 2009 at 4:36pm
In response to "play, i said"

So I guess that means you have a new romantic interest? Because you don't seem like the type to be hiring a male prostitute. The last entry was titled "i started seeing a therapist..." Was that a play on words to imply you're dating one? Or at least doing the horizontal mambo with one? In either case, tales of sexual escapades would certainly be more interesting than a survey or a link to your contest. So out with the details, woman!

Susannah Deschain

Sep 26, 2009 at 10:05pm
In response to "oink oink"

Wow, how did you find out it was swine flu? I'm sick with the flu and am developing this dry cough...getting paranoid, wondering when/if I should go to the doctor...

Please be careful and take care of yourself. Feel better soon. :(

katwoman45

Sep 26, 2009 at 6:24pm
In response to "oink oink"

oh boy...

Well, I guess you can use it as an excuse to stay in pajamas, judge FTL entries and watch Johnny Depp movies for the next ten days.

Take care of yourself, obviously. Rest, drink fluids and whatever you're supposed to do when you have this thing. I hate that you have it, but probably not as much as you do.

You've inspired me to get the shot when it becomes available.

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#243. january 9, 2010
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#242. december 3, 2009
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#241. it's getting bad
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#240. i no longer title entries till after they're written
ID #677389 entered on November 23, 2009 at 9:21pm

#239. play, i said
ID #675427 entered on November 9, 2009 at 12:14pm

#238. i started seeing a therapist, it sucks
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#237. for the record
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#236. rhetoric
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#235. oink oink
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#234. god damn it, kanye
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#233. i could use a cocktail
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#232. grease spill
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#231. what's cookin'
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#230. shmeeves
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#229. i didn't get the job
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#228. things that only happen in nightmares
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#227. for mary
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#226. be careful what you wish for
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#225. fleh
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#224. the quick, nervous bird of your love
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#223. and then my head exploded
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#222. be delicious
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#221. baby
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#220. it's a dangerous and powerful universe
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#219. to name a few
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#218. rummer
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#217. spill
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#216. i feel like a jackass, but
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#215. just to say i did
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#214. unless it was just a really mean practical joke
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#213. bounce
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#212. english teachers
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#211. misanthropy
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#210. rain, a water cleanse
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#209. back in black
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#208. tonight will be a good night
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#207. nervosa
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#206. let's get real
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#205. kinda like high school
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#204. the riding center
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#203. my nose is running
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#202. please don't, not today
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#201. dear marcus
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#200. head meet wall
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#199. twenty-four
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#198. tagged times two
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#196. my hughvior
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#195. other people's relationships
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#194. hoo
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#193. you left a cigarette on my nightstand
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#192. snotcicle
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#191. my leading entry
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#190. adaptation
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#189. blood test
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#188. too little or too much
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#187. a very rare and unusual bonus entry
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#186. no explicit admission
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#185. forget about it
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#184. obama
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#183. this song is going to own me now
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#182. stylish and hip
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#181. oh wait
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#180. so what if i have no reason
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#179. new macbook
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#178. i'm in such a bad mood
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#177. phoenix rising
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#176. oh, it's ironic
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#175. afterword
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#174. identity crisis
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#173. pull up a chair
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#172. inscribed on the whiteness of the page recorded in blindness
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#171. a silent night
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#170. dentures, christmas songs and wishes
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#169. in remembrance of a lunatic
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#168. with a smile and a song
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#167. when i grow up
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#166. communication
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#165. it's a twin thing
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#164. red magic and the kiss of death
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#163. omg omg and bonus
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#162. i swear
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#161. goosing the leader
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#160. my star don't shine
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#159. tabula rasa
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#158. december 31, 2008
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#157. yay finally
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#156. oh, what a funny growth
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#155. jenn, my sixteen couples
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#154. personal statement
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#153. dear santa
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#152. my screen name says i lie when i'm drunk
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#151. edits
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#150. christmas is carnage, said the duck
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#149. i'd probably deserve it
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#148. performance anxiety
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#147. falling back to earth
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#146. open
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#145. holy fuck
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