My thoughts released; a mind set free |
These pages contain my thoughts, from meandering ideas and persuasions to deep cerebrations and serious mentations. Why, for what purpose? To release my mind and set creativity free. Somewhere inside the constraints of my mind dwells a writer, a poet, an artist who paints with words. In here I release those constraints and set the artist free. Perhaps, lost somewhere in the depths of thought, is a story or a poem, waiting to be written. |
No! Not that number two, chemo infusion number two. I had labs done first and then met with the doctor's assistant. The labs showed everything in the green, very healthy numbers, and a lot better than the lab they took before I started (a comparison sample). The PA told me most people start out with great numbers, and with chemo, they start to drop or spike. I guess I've never gone with the majority, so it seems normal. I am tired, but feel pretty good, better than the first time around. I have a pump on until 2:00 p.m. tomorrow, then take steroids for two day. Oh, and I'll have a shot in my arm or stomach (my choice) to trigger my bone marrow to pick up the pace and make some white blood cells. That shot hurts a lot, but it's better than getting an infection, cold, etc, and the steroids cause insomnia and can cause a host of other side effects for a couple of days. So, I'm likely going to be tired, feeling off, and have aching muscles and joints until about Thursday. But, we switched a few of my meds to better counter these, so we will see. Also, my last biopsy was sent to the Mayo Clinic. It was cut from a growth in my abdomen that wasn't normal, but the surgeon couldn't identify what the mass was. He said it's non-cancerous and the fluid he extracted from a couple of lymph nodes that could have been cancerous, wasn't; it hasn't spread and is localized and highly treatable! I wonder, is it my gizzard? Anyway, round two is almost done, and it is going better than round one. In fact, the oncologist and the surgeon have changed my treatment plan; now I am set to have six infusions, then surgery, and follow up with two more infusions. Why, because the more chemo I have before surgery, the greater the likelihood that all the cancer will be removed. They changed it because I'm handling the infusions a lot better than they anticipated. It's all good so far. |