Ẃeβ࿚Ẃỉtcĥ – That was the beginning of it.
This was the art therapy workshop and they had us put yellow first, then blue, then other colours in turn.
When we'd all finished, the doctors conducting the workshop insisted all of us had made 'abstracts'. I insisted I'd made a piggy. They said no, it's not a piggy. Anyway, I took it home and piggied it properly. Just looked for a pic to show you but can't find one at the moment!
I think painting/art/sketching etc. is a fabulous, creative way to relieve stress. I enjoy it myself. Love your sunshiny picture above. It exudes a feeling of joy.
I wish I could express myself the way she does. Over the years, I haven't been able to tell one or two guys my feelings for them - I guess I'm too scared of rejection and spoiling a friendship. The only relationship I had was 'arranged'. I was engaged to the guy for six months till he broke it off suddenly on his mother's orders. I heard, from a mutual friend, that he cried a lot after that.
Anyway, I've always felt inadequate as a woman because I haven't had a proper relationship. I know I don't need validation - blah blah - at an intellectual level, but not at an emotional level. It doesn't help that the airwaves are full of messages like 'you're nobody till somebody loves you'. They mean romantic love - and in this case, I'm nobody.
This song just made me think that maybe if I could express myself better things would be different.
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