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My journal about my conversion to Judaism. |
| I started writing my conversion story in June 2023, even though it started before then. It will not be in chronological order as I remember things from the past that brought me to this point in my life. My decision to convert was not an easy one. I grew up Pentecostal. I watched my grandma speak in tongues. My aunt played keyboard in the church band. I used to attend church (a member of a Baptist church for many years) 3 to 4 times a week. I did not start my journey of healing after my divorce and expect to end up here. However, my desire and work to grow closer to G-d has left me no doubt or question about where I am now. I have no hesitation in my conversion to Judaism. This is my story of leaving Christianity and becoming a part of a people that I will be able to, one day, proudly say that I am also. A Jew. |
| I shook the lulav. I smelled the esrog. I still think G-d wants us to shake the lulav and esrog because it looks hilarious. Any parent that gets their child to do something funny laughs a lot and gives them a giant hug. G-d has an entire nation doing something that looks (and feels) silly. If Sukkot is all about joy and the sukkah is a hug from G-d, I am positive it is fun for G-d that thousands of people are shaking to the left, shaking to the right, shaking up, shaking down, and so on. Oh, I know there are spiritual aspects to it, of course. However, joy often is felt by just doing something a bit silly. The esrog really does smell good. Thank you Hashem for every day. I am so blessed. |