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Through the eyes of a writer and traveler 😁! Life and some spiritual musings. |
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Welcome Y'all 🤠. I'm into animal rescue and rights. Positive vibes and activism! 😻🙏 It's been interesting for the past 20 years. Good folks on here and a great 😃 writing community. It's time for rethinking my writing and growing as a person . Sharing how to help others and ourselves 😉 has always been my motivation! Hugs 🤗 to new and old peeps! " The journey of 10,000 miles Begins with one step 🪜. --Lao Tzu What you don't like Don't do to another. Rabbi Hillel Do unto others as you would have someone Do unto you. Jesus 🙏 |
| I was hoping to start the BEATles contest today. I'm 2 weeks behind ( just seeing it yesterday on WDC) "Are you resting, crying or writing?" I'm asked. "I don't know what I am right now..." " Why don't you ever know?" ( Like that's an absolute and happened every time I was asked that.) Everyday is an argument or disagreement but called " a simple conversation" That I'm " making more of it than it really is" That " I'm too sensitive about everything" so she doesn't seem to be able to talk about anything that might upset me ". She's the victim she thinks. But in reality I am but don't enjoy the role at all. Two different people with two different outlooks. I offered to help find her glasses and was snapped at with" I can do it myself " I said " I didn't know if was a bad thing to want to help". So I'm sitting upstairs and not writing what I planned on or not playing my guitar either. ( You said "I shouldn't have bothered you and went to Mississippi and let you stay there. " Yeah I made an error leaving Washington and coming here. I thought I was helping you and making a good choice. I also felt bad that you were homeless and nothing was working out for you to get a place, and I was trying to do the same. I didn't want to burden my good friends with having me stay a year or more, trying to get on a list for housing. Our incomes don't allow us to get our own place without it. The extended stay studio was running $1600 a month. Hard to save for deposits etc. The good Lord Lordess led me to find a close public housing place and 2 months later we had a duplex. This is the third time our rent has gone up but still less than other places and we are thankful 😀. What's your income? A lifelong reality no matter how hard we worked and trying to make things different. I battle depression and anxiety daily and at 70 it's gotten harder to " snap out of it". She looks out for me as far as being careful about what she makes for dinner ( because of my ulcers that are getting better but awful to see in Jan.) Part of my problem is I'm sensitive to the tone of voice or certain words that trigger me. I've done 40 years of figuring out how people tick, and my own situations. Why they do what they do and so on Many people came to me over the years for advice and support. Funny thing is I can't always get my tricks to work on me! I'm concerned about some dear members going through their own stuff and praying 🙏 for them. I'm used to pulling away from people when I'm going through it. I don't like to show that part of my life too often. I used to think " Everything that happened had a reason!" Now not sure if that's true or things are random. Being sick for so long didn't help and dropping to 106 lbs. Tomorrow will find out what it is now. I started reworking Sea of Good Karma. Not done yet. Got an awesome review on this very spot. Hoping to thank her 😊. I'm stuck in a gear ⚙️ that's negative and praying to get out of it. I can't bring light 🕯️ or good things to anyone,if my candle is dark 🌑. I have always believed we are in a spiritual war. Faith along with action that benefits others and ourselves is the right path to take. It's not the easiest one. The devil 👿😈 wants us to give up and not even bother doing anything good. The devil wants us alone and to think we don't matter and no one cares about us. Some people are more susceptible than others. There's so much wrong in the world and it's frustrating not to be able to fix at least some of it I need to find a way out of my own limbo. To as the Door's sang: " Break on through to the other side!🎶🥁🎸" Last week I started another list of members/pals and user names, so can start tagging them with thanks 👍😊! Getting more things organized to redo my port here! I made 3 videos this week. To see if I was jamming in tune with em! I was but didn't like how serious and sick I looked in them. Bad camera angles and even though it sounded good and I was surprised at my playing ( after not having access for 3 years)! I played with Santana Smooth Black magic women and oye como vah. Neil Young The Loner One of my favorites. Maybe one day I'll write ✍️ about the "B". A good friend I had as a teenager. We jammed and talked for hours on the wall phone! I'm going to share this in my blog today. I figured if folks like it and me cool 😎! If not there's a billion other bloggers out there! LoL 😆 😂 I know there are folks that do care about me and I feel the same about them as well!💐🐝🐞💚😸💯😔 Have a blessed week 🙏 🌸 Ok what I do? Heard " Oh your writing so I'm going to sleep." I said" what's that got to do with anything? ( I'm writing so you should go to sleep and not bother me? I didn't say you were...) Man do I miss the days of group therapy! Not even kidding. Being stuck in the house is hard. I used to go places on the bus/EMX in Eugene by myself. Go shopping, take Ballet 🩰. See my " Cool Shrink" Get a Dutch Bros ( double shot mocha, with blended ice, almond syrup and lots of whipped cream 🍨!) OMG I really miss those days. Wah ! I'm praying we will make it to Pensacola in a year or so. Hopefully before we die! Going to get some lunch. I had a treat this week. Amy's frozen India dinner with chick peas ,rice , cheese,peas and curry 🍛! Yummy 😋 🤤! We have to get the car oil 🛢️ changed this week. Fun times! We make sure the car is taken care of. Maxy has been waking us up at 6 AM and it's driving us nuts 🥜! I'm trying to break her of the habit 😭!!! Bye 👋 💜🩷 May the wheel 🛞 🎡 of fortune 🥠 🔮 being y'all 😉 good things and blessings 💖 ☮️✌️🕉️🕊️ |
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