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| When I returned home from work last night the first thing I noticed was the smell of cooking, then the sound of laughter, Lisa greeted me with a hug and kiss and was cheerful, Melissa, Emma, Rosie and Alessia were dressed in evening dresses and looked very glamorous, Lisa and I were told we had 45 minutes to get ready, We bathed together then dressed, Lisa in a long red dress and I wore a long black dress, Downstairs we were given a glass of wine and we took our seats at the dining table, Food was served and delightful it was too, But the main topic of conversation was Alessia and Rosie, About 6 months earlier and 4 weeks apart Alessia and Rosie had split up with their long term boyfriends, Seeking comfort they turned to each other, they had shoulders to cry on, All of their lives they'd slept together but the comfort they sought turned to affection and being in the same bed they became intimate resulting in the situation that they are now in a relationship, It was only a few weeks ago I'd noticed they were touchy/feely, but their feelings for each other were now in the open, They made it very clear to us they'd found the person they wanted to be with, The evening had actually gone very well with no arguments, in fact the atmosphere was like it used to be, We were all happy, yes the wine was flowing but the main thing was we felt like a close family again, We'd agreed with the girls they could be together on the condition their relationship was kept under our roofs, they could also hold hands or be arm in arm outside due to them being family but under no circumstances could they show intimacy in public, Obviously they were extremely happy and there were hugs all round, I'm here at work having my lunch short staffed again with my thoughts, The main thing I'm happy about is the girls are still living at home, For now anyway. |
| Yes another day at work and my colleague is still on sickness, It's challenging doing two people's work but I'm coping, I'm actually getting to have a morning break, But my mind is full of thoughts of Rosie and Alessia, Last night we all settled down to watch the Germany-Spain football game, There was some chatter but there was an atmosphere, it wasn't happy like it normally was, Rosie and Alessia sat cuddled up together, they looked smug, it was like they'd just stuck their middle finger up at the rest of us as if to say 'get used to it' After the game I suggested to Lisa we have an early night mainly to get out of the room and have our own space, This morning though when I was going for breakfast Rosie and Alessia were in the kitchen making breakfast, I was told to sit down and was given a full breakfast, they then informed me they would make dinner tonight so we could all have a good chat, I was given a big hug as I left for work, Now I'm at work I'm worried about tonight, I don't want the girls to leave home but that would probably mean they'd be having a relationship in front of us if they stayed, I dearly love my daughter's but I also have to think of their age, Alessia(25)and Rosie(28), Maybe they should leave the nest but I'd be heartbroken, Maybe I'll get the answers tonight. |
| On my way home last night I had mixed feelings, I'd received a message that Ozzy had passed away, what was the atmosphere going to be like at home regarding the girls, I'd had a hard day at work and it was nearly kick off time in the Euro's with the Lionesses taking on Italy, Lisa was first to greet me and led me to the bathroom where a bath awaited me, she washed and soothed me, Ozzy and Black Sabbath music filled the house, Lisa had my England football outfit ready for me, Downstairs we were all in our England shirts, I turned off the music, I had us all sit down with a glass of wine and asked the question, "Tulisa-rose and Alessia are you in a relationship together?", They both said they were, Melissa told them they shouldn't be and end it as they were family, I think they'd rehearsed it and told us if we tried to stop them they'd both leave home, The last thing we wanted was for them to leave home, Myself, Lisa and Melissa retired to the kitchen to discuss the matter, We agreed they could be together as long as their relationship was within the house which also would give us time to decide what to do with them, We told them our decision and they cuddled each other with Alessia saying "just let us be happy", The football started, the wine flowed, the tension began as England were 1-0 down, We scored, it was 1-1, we cheered, I looked over to see Rosie and Alessia kissing each other, They both looked cute together but I was being torn apart inside as they were my daughter's, Lisa was getting angry and told me to concentrate on the football, There was extra time in the football so I went to get some more wine from the kitchen, Melissa followed me and just told me to "stay strong Susie" regarding the girls, The football finished with England winning 2-1 so we were all happy, Rosie and Alessia headed upstairs returning in their nighties, They were making it very clear they were an item holding each others hands or arms around each other, Last night in bed Lisa was very accommodating with me but at the back of my mind reality set in that Rosie and Alessia were accommodating each other. I still had a lot of thinking to do. |
| I've not had a break this morning so I'm just starting an extended lunch break, This is due to a colleague being off through sickness which means I have to do some duties on the shop floor bringing me into contact with the public, I pride myself as a very pretty trans girl but some people know who I am which can often lead to verbal abuse that is very upsetting, As I sit here with my lunch and cuppa I'm calm but getting anxious and stressed, my thoughts of my daughter's, Tulisa-rose and Alessia, It definitely seems that they are in a relationship, At a time like this I need to be talking to Melissa and what we should do, In truth I'm Ok with them being together if it's discreet but at the back of my mind I'm concerned if it became public knowledge, not only that but if the truth came out about who Tulisa-rose really was, That would be devastating for the whole family. |
| As planned we'd finished the house and garden tidy up mid afternoon yesterday, After showering and changing we sat with drinks in the garden before firing the barbeque up, We were all generally chatting when Melissa mentioned mine and Lisa's exploits in our nighties the night before rolling in the wet grass, We were a little embarrassed that Melissa and Emma had been watching us but it was laughed off as a bit of fun, We all also decided that while the barbeque was heating up we should all dress in nighties for the evening, Lisa and I were in the garden in our nighties when Lisa realised she'd left her handbag upstairs, Lisa returned and quietly informed me that Alessia and Tulisa-rose were just in their knickers cuddling and kissing each other, Lisa hadn't been seen but for now we decided to keep quiet about it, Well my break time is over, I had a lovely cuppa, back to work, I just know though I'll have a lot of thinking to do about the girls |
| Having a cleaning day today, To be more precise we're cleaning Melissa's house, Myself,Lisa, Melissa, Emma, Alessia and Tulisa-rose are from top to bottom cleaning the house and that includes the garden, It's usually a fun time with us all soaking wet after occasionally throwing wet cloths at each other, We try to finish mid afternoon after doing the garden, A well deserved cup of tea then a shower and we're all ready to relax with wine before the barbeque is started early evening, Hopefully the rain will keep off although thunder storms are forecast. |
| It was approximately 3:30am and Lisa and I were woken by the sound of thunder, then the flashes of lightning lit up the curtains, It was warm and humid as Lisa and I were now looking out of the window at the lightning, The thunder and lightning stopped then light rain started, Lisa took hold of my hand and led me to the garden, We stood in the middle of the lawn just in our nighties with the drops of rain falling on us, It felt nice and cool then Lisa suggested we lie on the wet grass, We lay down, it felt amazing as the cool wet grass soaked through our nighties onto our skin, We cuddled and started kissing, still cuddled up we started rolling over the grass, each roll was amazing as fresh cool wet grass soaked our bodies, It was one of those spur of the moment things but wonderfully satisfying. |
| We were all dressed in our England shirts and shorts, Melissa, Emma, Tulisa-rose, Alessia, Lisa and myself, Glasses topped up with wine and nibbles to hand, The joy soon turned to upset as we were 2-0 down, it was a very long wait and we were level at 2-2, Now the atmosphere was joyous, Extra-time, penalties, We'd done it, the Lionesses won 3-2 on penalties, screams filled the room, we all hugged and kissed, Now we had it all to do again against Italy on Tuesday, Lisa was very excited and led me upstairs to score with her, I'm sat here quietly at work enjoying my break time cup of tea reminding myself of a wonderful evening we'd had. |
| Just thought I had to comment on the two idiots who chopped down the Sycamore Gap tree, I'm so pleased they both got 4 years 3 months prison sentences although I and others thought it should be longer, Having gotten that off my chest I'm super excited and the rest of the family about the England women's football team game tonight against Sweden, But for now I'll get on with my work. |
| My observations were right regarding the boy I gave an induction to on Monday, He'd been placed on night shift to stack the shelves, But as the night progressed he started being homophobic towards another male member of staff, This was reported not only by the abused but also two other colleagues to the shift manager, As the boy was on a probationary period he was dismissed, I genuinely feel sad people behave like that, it was the boys first job with a good company where there were plenty of opportunities to further your career, Never mind it's tea time. |
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