October Novel Prep Challenge

I understand how you're feeling, *marphilhearts*. I've prepped so much, I know every scene of my book (I think) but I'm still worrying I'll get lost somewhere in the middle and not be able to find my way back. I've never done this before, so all my expectations of NaNo are based on other people's experiences. Unfortunately, the general consensus seems to be it might make me cry