Question of the Day!

A little late, but couldn't put it into words before... and still it's a bit like nailing pudding to a wall.

I get this feeling that is both a mix of impulse and the notion that everything going to get good when I do... whatever IT is.

BUT: my stupid Pooper of a brain thinks it "kaputt" by wanting to know the reason before it acts on the impulse, and then I mostly do nothing.

I managed to "overrun" my brain a handful of times, and each time it brought me: work/live in Canada, meeting people from North America, rekindling with estranged friends and making new ones...

I'm desperately trying to regain that "skill", but it's hard at the moment. Rumination and Anxiety are Depression's clingy little siblings.

BUT: the moments tally up, and I'm acting on them more and more often, and internally "tirading" the above-mentioned Unholy Trinity when they want to talk them kaputt.