To fall half in love with someone, be alone. Be alone for so long that you forget how to properly fall, that you forget anything but sideways glances and chance encounters and whomever you're standing closest to when the bar lights come on at the end of the night. To fall half in love, lose faith in people. Decide that everyone leaves and everyone screws up and that you are more than included in that pool. Tell yourself that there was a time and a place for love, but it was long, long ago, and not here. Decide that for a long time, half-hearted replications are all that you're going to get. Decide that nothing's going to feel like it once did, and let that be okay. Let yourself accept that as a cold, inevitable truth. To fall half in love, make a mistake. Linger one moment too long at a bar or café. Invite the wrong person into your bed. Listen too intently to somebody's story and fail to realize that we can fall in love entirely accidentally. Fail to realize the moment in which the chain-link barrier around your heart lowers and lets something in because it has been up for so long that you forgot it was not entirely indestructible. For a long time, fail to realize that you can feel anything at all. How To Fall Half In Love With Someone by Unknown Author |