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| Hello !! everyone good afternoon. i just got from my classes and now i am resting in my hostel room. Yes, nowadays i am happy i don't know why but i am happy, i talk to my classmates, i talk to my roommates and if the day is fine somehow i talk to my teacher also not about anything but studies haha you know. I am noticing everything about nature i think i am still learning about how the universe works and what it has for me in my upcoming future. It's really frustrating for me to keep an eye contact with my teacher you know. I know he was watching me but i felt awkward i don't know but i should not feel this way right. He is my teacher and they observe every student you know! so, i should not be thinking this way. I am the bad girl here. But, this is also a instinct of our women senses right so i felt this way but i ignored this feeling. I sometimes thinks study is not for me then i tried to study hard you know this feeling of a middle class girl. I want to be a singer but, i don't have the courage to sing in front of everyone like all the singer do, you know that feeling of low self-confidence. I really am not feeling like studying but, then i think i am just trying to escape from the reality you know. that's why i supressed my anxious feelings those are blowing throughout my deeper heart and want to break out from that place where i have kept those feelings. I know this story is boring but, this is my life and i want to share this with everyone here. |
| In the vast sky my heart is floating, Like a body float over the river. The sorrow you gave me is no more... Life is momentary and i decided to make it a memory You never know what comes next. The very hour we spend together, Is more vivid now i can't even remember more, You told me you cherish me more, But, i guess the owner of the cloud cherish you more, That he took you with him. I wonder looking into the sky, Even a glance that cloud could give me, That will be enough for me to stay, In this material world. |
| Hello ! everyone nice to write again actually i have been busy these days. That's why i didn't write that much but i'm back with my overwhelming feelings and stories. Nowadays i am feeling kind of satisfied you know ! I watched a drama and in that drama the main lead actress have died. This made my heart hurt i was thinking all night why the writer have to write this sad ending but then i realized that not everyone have happy ending and that makes it even beautiful and sorrow that the person who left behind have to remember all the beautiful memories they have created together. Life is precious guys do cherish every moment, you never know what gonna happen later. Life is momentary, you have to cherish every moment. we complain about life why is this happening to me only and this is a lifetime dream of someone who have couple of days to live. So, i have decided to live life like i am gonna die now or ever. DT- 20/07/2025 |
| The thing is I do not really know what to do with my life. |
| It will come to you. What do you really enjoy? Stsrt there and think about t things connected and pray. |
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| Lazy Writer est 4/24/2008 - sometimes i think i can do anything but to be honest i am not the best in anything i am average in everything and i really am confused right now. i am good at drawing , i am good at writing and i am also good at study but i am not the best in only one thing. But thank you for saying such positive thing..this is enough to make me try again. |
Reply| shreemaa123 - I am glad..never give up..write about how you are feeling and why. Sometimes that helps clarify your thoughts. My best wishes for you. |
Reply| Dt- 08/07/2025 Nothing is wrong with my life I mean, God didn't send me here to enjoy you know. Time- 9:11 pm |
| I am writing again now because, a beautiful thing again have happened to me today that I almost forgot to tell you about, you all. Today after my practical exam ended then I came to my hostel campus one of my roommate asked me and my other roommate, that if we want to go out with them and we said, yes and one of my roommate's friend has had also came with us i mean she was the one who asked my roommate first. First they had planed to go to Galleria but we ended up going to "Lingraj Temple" a holy place in Bhubaneswar and one of the famous holy place famously called as "Temple city" of Odisha. It was really a sudden plan that led us to that place you know !! it was really magical at that place I felt peace there. And the rain played a cherry on top of that, it was wholesome guys you know, you went to a holy place and you encounter rain there ohh !! that feeling could not be described in words. It felt like the God himself brought us there it was very special you know if you know. I loved the rain there and we also ate momos there while it was pouring hard that taste is, also cannot be described in words. It was really a wholesome evening for me and my friends. No matter how was the whole day I am happy atleast the God showed himself to us I mean we got to saw his holy sight. Thank you God for making my day special I did not knew that it will be soo beautiful day of my life. |
| Nothing is going in my way you know. I have studied for my chemistry surprise test and I thought there would be easy questions not all the question will be easy of course but you know some might me. But, no all the questions were out of my mind I knew some of them but I was not satisfied you know. I just am guilty of that I had to search for that answer you know !! I am kind off ashamed. Okey you all must be bored by reading my problems so, now I will wrote a poem about a boy who I found some kind of attractive in some ways but not anymore but I want to show all of you what I felt that time you know that kind of feeling can't be described by words but I tried to explain him- that goes this way THE BEOWN EYES The moment I saw your beautiful hazel eyes, I saw myself falling in your fawn eyes. The first thank you from you felt like, The praise from haven.... Nothing just....found myself, In the core of your golden eyes. In this sophisticated world I found, Myself comfortable around you, Like the moon shine in the vast dark sky, You shine in my heart full of loneliness. Nothing just wanna tell myself I can befriend with you, Even if I have feelings for you. You may find me attractive but not as much as I do about you, Who have kept you like a rare piece of diamond. Whom everybody wants but can never care, As much as I do for you. In the vast sky as moon lighten up the dark road, You lighten up my life which have been in the dark, I know I am writing this to describe you, But this world are not just enough to narrate you... You are the flower I found attractive in my 19s, Your hazel eyes have possessed me, now I can no longer backdown from you.. |
| Dt- 30/06/2025 Time - 8:11pm hello !! guys my exam went well today i am happy yehhh !.....I think its all your wishes that my exam went well actually. I have my Chemisrty practical exam tomorrow it's soo annoying, today all my theory exams ended and now I have practical also, I really am pissed off right now... what should I do I really don't want to study right now. I really am frustrated right now.. and I lost my tabulation that I did during practical, in which note I had it copied I can't remember anymore.... it's really annoying you know. |
| DT- 30/06/2025 Time- 9:08 am Good morning guys...I have an exam today at 11:30... I hope i will do my best. by the way i have English exam today. I am a little nervous but it's okey you know...a little thrill is important during exams...i know every student know this thrill.... ha ha ! comment down if you have experience this and share funny story about you also... |
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