Sail to Me Upon an Ocean I Wept for You
Sail to me
across
the ocean made from my tears--
formed by the hollow you left.
I
built this sea for you,
so you'd
always have a way back
to where we
began.
Reach me
in the
places I've buried deep,
the ones
even I am afraid to name.
Trace the
outlines I've hidden,
and show me I
was never
so easily forgotten.
Tell me the story of us,
not through my memory's window--
but
in the way you survived it,
in your
truths,
the tender ones you held
close
when night refused to let you
rest,
and I was the ache you couldn't
name.
Tell me I still live in your quiet.
Speak the moments I never saw--
where you paused,
where you turned
away,
where you missed me
and never said.
Is there a portrait of me
hanging in the corners of your mind?
Paint memories with the palette of our love--
when no one was watching.
Use the
colours we made together--
the rise
of us,
blush pinks bleeding into
amber light,
the bruised violet of
our breaking.
Do you still hear me
in the hush between songs?
Do the
lyrics still reflect us back at you?
Show me your wounds--
the ones left
when we unravelled
into strangers
who still knew each
other too well.
Let me see the shape
of your life
without me in it.
Come to me again--
on the tide of
every tear I shed for you.
This ocean
remembers.
It knows you
better than I do now.
Let it carry you
to the shoreline of our time,
where
we loved once--
wild and unguarded,
a flame burning too brightly to last.
There,
we still
exist--
untouched by time,
preserved in the hush
between wave
and wind,
between what was
and what is now.
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