who is she?

A poem about a girl who feels that she is trapped between all the expectation of family.

She don't know who she is anymore?
But whatever she is its not her ,
the real her is trapped, so far away.

That the key to her freedom is lost and its not coming back.
She is trapped , trapped in a way
that she doesn't even know how she got there.

Her wings? Are cutted off in pieces ,
her hopes? Are shattered ,
her voice? Is lost ,
her heart? Forget how to beat ,
her mind? is not hers anymore.

It's like she is their physically but
her mind is being controlled by the demons inside her ,
making her difficult to breath ,
to work ,
to speak ,
to think rationally .

She is lost ,
so lost that she forget to come back and
now doesn't even know the way back .


The demons inside her head ,
the people she's surrounded by ,
the environment she's living in,
is making her feel horrified ,
terrible , petrified .

Help!

Is all she's shouting ,
is all she wants but
she's all alone and
when she talks about it with someone ,
They pretend .

Pretend that they understand her ,
Pretend that they know her,
Pretend that they know what it feels like to be trapped .

A lie! Everything they say is a lie .
The truth?
Is that they have never felt what she have felt ,
they have never saw what she saw ,
they never hear what she hear ,
they don't know .

They don't know what is it like to be trapped ,
to never be able to dream ,
to never be able to follow your passion ,
to never be able to know what happiness feels like.

But she's trying .
Trying to bring back her hopes ,
her happiness ,
she's fighting for herself.