The Monster and the Clouds

Will the monster keep on laughing? Will the clouds keep on collecting? Don’t take over!

Lurking deep within the shadows I see darkness where others supposedly see light
Every thought I process has to to be calculated correctly in order for me too not see and hear the usually painful cries
It has gotten to the point to where the light has been blocked out by dark thickening clouds
Each day they add up and the monster keeps on getting louder.


"Please, please!" I cry each day-
"Let this curse fly away-"
"I do not want to be burdened this way".
Oh how I long for new beginnings to land on my path?
All the brooding clouds collect their laughs while I bathe in my tears.
Oh please, let me conquer these clouds.


The monster joins in as well mocking my falls,
Mocking every small step.
I can no longer walk in the fear of him-
Oh please, let me conquer this monster...


Seconds, minutes, hours, days, months-
They all fade into the same same torture as before...
Oh please, set me free like the doves!
I can be set free...
Just let me break free from the chains of the monster and the clouds!
I can be set free...